My poems of saddness

All those years…you tortured me…
All those years…I knew I would be missed by SOMEONE…
All those years…I pretended…
All those years…I suffered…
No one knew about those years…

I stayed quiet…to not worry those close to me…
I stayed quiet…because none of the authority cared…
I stayed quiet…because I was ashamed to tell…
I stayed quiet…because I could tell myself you were jealous of me…
You scared me…into silence…

My laughter…was never real…
My laughter…hid the truth…
My laughter…pleased those close to me…
My laughter…helped me…
Because of you…I could never laugh…

I never cried…because I knew I wouldn’t be able to stop myself…
I never cried…so I could pretend to be strong…
I never cried…because they would worry…
I never cried…because you would have won sooner…
My lack of tears…only urged you…

Now…you have won…
Now…No one is here…
Now…you say you were only joking…
Now…I’m never alone and I’ll never see you…
I’m with the grandfather I never knew…now…I…thank you

That’s very nice poetry. Keep it up

This ish a product of saddness…

Trust me I had a tear in my eye. I can truly relate to this.

This is…You, the truth; I, the denier; She, the source of Denial; He, the one who let me see

You called me an animal
I thought you were jealous
He treats me like one
You were right

You said I wouldn’t EVER be loved
I thought some people really cared
She said I’ll find love one day
He said nothing
You were right

You said I was worthless
I thought I was worth MORE
He said I needed to prove myself
You were right

You said I was ugly
I thought I looked better
She said I was beautiful
He hesitated before repeating her
You were right

You told me the truth
I denied it
She helped me deny it
He showed me you were right
You helped me choose my fate…